Forgotten Symbolism of Competition

The attempt to revolutionize a career with new communication

Was met with interpretive noise and ruination

Sadly it was predictable

Even by a lesser individual

So what should that mean for me

Smitten with a conniption 

Of lost or not earned wages

Allows for the attrition of whats written

To decompose in stages

How do you keep going when the immediate return is

Nothing

Something positive has to restore the feeling of accomplishment

As both feet are firmly affixed to the ground

The blissful heights are nowhere to be found

Prayers for a winning lotto ticket 

Mixed with copious applications to employers

Let me know a fiance and lawyer would have been a better route

Candle lit dinners are replaced with sipping dark stout

How do you ascend to your dreams that are too big to attain

Worse pain 

Loss of mind or broken heart

Repeat the same task expecting a different result or start anew

Collapse to your knees and pray or seek the comfort of a neighbor too

Sometimes the favor is to do no favors

Labor the turmoil of hard work

With a tear in the eye and lecturous smirk

Its all in the inevitable works

As the cogs turn and plates shift

Can we move forward without mischief

Can we generate a better atmosphere to live

Can Obioku be the bigger and better man

Can he knows what it is like to have the winners seat

Cut

Lather rinse repeat

The appearance of what we already knew

Stares you in the face once again

I am what I am

But what is that to you